a new sense of Adventure
Glamorous // Jamie Jeans - Topshop // Sandals - H&M
On this sunny day me and my cousin Monica took a walk and found this beautiful field, not only did my hair being green cheer me up but the weather was perfect! I noticed I've been missing something from my life lately and I figured it out - Adventure. Now if you took a look into my brain you'd find a lot of eclectic music, art, award winning documentaries/Movies/animations, books that changed my thinking, memories I cherish and some I'd like to forget. If you kept looking you'd hit my Worry catalogue of fear, anxiety, spiders, self criticism, insecurities and a constant need for perfection. And this need for perfection is something I battle with all the time, sometimes it's useful but often it's a hindrance. But on this day out in the field with my cousin I felt something I hadn't in a while, excitement and adventure. We had no idea where we were heading but the journey was more rewarding than the outcome, and then it hit me, my thinking has been all wrong I've been so focused on the outcomes that I haven't been enjoying the adventure. Ok I know this is a little deep but I didn't jut wanna put a superficial post without some authenticity about what I'm learning about myself. And maybe there's someone out there who needs to lighten up and rediscover their sense of adventure too, there's so much that I want to do and achieve and letting go of perfectionism is only the beginning. Hope you enjoyed this post and let me know how you deal with perfectionism down below, I'd love to get some tips.